To know S. can be considered as very disturbing...S. doesn't know why...Maybe S. is too stupid or too ugly or too malicious...S. doesn't know who are her real friens. Some one come back, other one leave her. The best stay. until when ? The only thing S. can say is tha next year, perhaps S. will live to Buckingham Palace. Why ? S. answers why not ? The reason is with her aunt. Mistery...Her friends know. It's her secret. S. receives messages very special lately. but it is an other story. So S. doesn't know many thing. She doesn't know if she must stay in Frence or go to United states, or England...New York City or Chicago ? London or Plymouth ? that is the question. S. doesn't know. S. seems lost. It's right. S. is lost in her own head. it's hard. But S. never cries. She's stronger than you. You you and you. S. is lost, her love is lost. S. is almost in love. Where is my charming prince ? Elyzabeth 2, fates champagne ! Buckingham, S. arrives !